Happy Halloween!!

Happy Halloween!!!
Today has been a day for the records.. Why?? Oh because I dropped out of nursing and college for this semester... Just saying!
I had my very last day as a student nurse and a SMCC college student. I also had my last test as a student nurse.. Just a little fyi, the test grade wasn't too good. Maybe because I didn't study for it :)
But all is good!!!
I'm planning to register at Jones Community Junior College, JCJC, for next semester for X-ray Tech. I think I would truly enjoy it!!
And it's Halloween!!  And I must say I do love Halloween.!. My Nana even has a song for Halloween.

Black cats, black cats
Witches on a broomstick, witches on a broomstick
Halloween, Halloween,
BOOOOOOOO

Great Song!!!
Happy Halloween... :)

Changes :/

It's been a while since I posted last and a lot has changed. 
For one, nurse school is kind of not really working out all that well. I'm doing my best, all that I can do, but it just doesn't seem to be working. So I've been coming up with a Plan B. So far my Plan B is still in the medical field but not nursing; it's x-ray tech or sonogram tech. Not sure which one I would rather do. 
I had my first clinical Wed. 10/26 at the nursing home. It went well, but not really something I want to do. I've also done a care plan and that was challenging. But I have one more lecture, which is Fri, then on Mon I have my Unit 5 Test... This test is going to be the biggie.. Nov 4 is the drop day for classes, sooo meaning that if I don't do good on this test i'm going to have to drop..... 
I will probably end up dropping nursing, getting a job, and going to JCJC starting the spring semester. I'm ok with it though.


There is just going to be a lot of changes.. There going to be a bit difficult to accept and handle but it happens...

Wondering....

Have you ever started something and thought, at first this is what you wanted and know matter what you know you can do this?? Then later on, after you've started you realize that maybe you can't do this.?.  

That's how I feel... 

I feel like maybe I can't do this do. That I’m not smart enough, or maybe this isn’t what your suppose to do or even be…

I feel lost. I’m struggling and I don’t know what to do.

I feel as if I’m drowning and the water is taking me. I feel as if I’m letting myself and everyone down..

What would my family think or say if I fail them?? How bad would this hurt not only me but them??

But truly, what if I can’t do this???

What if I fail?

Great Month :]

Well good news, I passed my three major pass-or-get kicked out test!!! Woohoo.!.
I start clinical's this month. Im soo excited but im a lil nervous. I start to actually take care of people now, God help me and please don't let me kill anyone :)
This month is going to be a fun month. I being clinical's, I have have fall break, and the fair, and Halloween. So im happy. But im sure im going to be stressed. A lot....

I love TV shows, its like a passion, or an obsession; it just depends on how you look at it :)
I watch so many show. I possibly watch 2-5 shows a night. I love them. I know, I know some people would call that  problem. But I don't lol..  You gotta love TV.

I also recently read to new books, A Beautiful Dark by Jocelyn Davis and Laney a Brookheaven Vampire by Joann Martin Sowles. I loved them both. I can't wait to read the sequels to these two books.

My lovely little quote/saying of the day is....

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me, leave the past behind me. Today my life begins a whole new world is waiting, its mine for the taking. I know I can make it.... Today my life begins.

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