Yeah Yeah... I'm Slacking :)

It's been too long since my last post. I know...sorry :/ I wish I could say i've been busy but I haven't. I have no life now. 
I haven't really done much lately...but this is what I have done:
 For Thanksgiving  I went to Savannah Ga to have Thanksgiving with my uncle, Brandon Branch. That was great. I also saw Breaking Dawn, twice, and that movie was Fabulous!! Can't wait to see part 2.
 Hmm. Oh I registered  aging for college. I changed by major from Nursing to Pre-Histroy. It's a big change I know. But some gave me great advice...she said that I need to what I enjoy, something that  i'm passionate about, and then just take it from there. So that's what i'm doing :) 


I've also been sick lately, not fun... Just saying


It's almost Christmas, and I honestly can't believe it's even December. Where did this year go?? I just remember it being August and now Christmas is like 3 weeks away. But whatever.  I can take it.


I'm going to do my best to post more, at least once a week, maybe more...you never know what your gonna get with me :)

Follow your heart, it will never lead you astray. 

Hmm.. Update

Being out of school in November feels a little weird. I'm not use to it. I should be in school, i'm thrown off lol.
Well, other then being a "beauty school" drop-out I went to Tunica this past weekend. Being under 21 and at a casino really sucks :/ but the food was amazing!!


I have finally managed to catch up on some reading. I have read Prince of Wolves by Quinn Loftis, Darkness (The Brookehaven Vampires) by Joann Martin Sowles, Between by Cyndi Tefft, Drink Deep by Chloe Neill, Smokeless Fire by Samantha Young, and I loved all of them!!!! And now I have a list of more books I am dying to read. I will keep you posted :)


But not to fear this "Beauty School" drop-out will be returning to college next semester, but finding a major is another challenge all together! 

Happy Halloween!!

Happy Halloween!!!
Today has been a day for the records.. Why?? Oh because I dropped out of nursing and college for this semester... Just saying!
I had my very last day as a student nurse and a SMCC college student. I also had my last test as a student nurse.. Just a little fyi, the test grade wasn't too good. Maybe because I didn't study for it :)
But all is good!!!
I'm planning to register at Jones Community Junior College, JCJC, for next semester for X-ray Tech. I think I would truly enjoy it!!
And it's Halloween!!  And I must say I do love Halloween.!. My Nana even has a song for Halloween.

Black cats, black cats
Witches on a broomstick, witches on a broomstick
Halloween, Halloween,
BOOOOOOOO

Great Song!!!
Happy Halloween... :)

Changes :/

It's been a while since I posted last and a lot has changed. 
For one, nurse school is kind of not really working out all that well. I'm doing my best, all that I can do, but it just doesn't seem to be working. So I've been coming up with a Plan B. So far my Plan B is still in the medical field but not nursing; it's x-ray tech or sonogram tech. Not sure which one I would rather do. 
I had my first clinical Wed. 10/26 at the nursing home. It went well, but not really something I want to do. I've also done a care plan and that was challenging. But I have one more lecture, which is Fri, then on Mon I have my Unit 5 Test... This test is going to be the biggie.. Nov 4 is the drop day for classes, sooo meaning that if I don't do good on this test i'm going to have to drop..... 
I will probably end up dropping nursing, getting a job, and going to JCJC starting the spring semester. I'm ok with it though.


There is just going to be a lot of changes.. There going to be a bit difficult to accept and handle but it happens...

Wondering....

Have you ever started something and thought, at first this is what you wanted and know matter what you know you can do this?? Then later on, after you've started you realize that maybe you can't do this.?.  

That's how I feel... 

I feel like maybe I can't do this do. That I’m not smart enough, or maybe this isn’t what your suppose to do or even be…

I feel lost. I’m struggling and I don’t know what to do.

I feel as if I’m drowning and the water is taking me. I feel as if I’m letting myself and everyone down..

What would my family think or say if I fail them?? How bad would this hurt not only me but them??

But truly, what if I can’t do this???

What if I fail?

Great Month :]

Well good news, I passed my three major pass-or-get kicked out test!!! Woohoo.!.
I start clinical's this month. Im soo excited but im a lil nervous. I start to actually take care of people now, God help me and please don't let me kill anyone :)
This month is going to be a fun month. I being clinical's, I have have fall break, and the fair, and Halloween. So im happy. But im sure im going to be stressed. A lot....

I love TV shows, its like a passion, or an obsession; it just depends on how you look at it :)
I watch so many show. I possibly watch 2-5 shows a night. I love them. I know, I know some people would call that  problem. But I don't lol..  You gotta love TV.

I also recently read to new books, A Beautiful Dark by Jocelyn Davis and Laney a Brookheaven Vampire by Joann Martin Sowles. I loved them both. I can't wait to read the sequels to these two books.

My lovely little quote/saying of the day is....

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me, leave the past behind me. Today my life begins a whole new world is waiting, its mine for the taking. I know I can make it.... Today my life begins.

Unknown 

Jesus Take the Wheel

This past week has been something else... I have had two test since last Thursday, one today, and two Wednesday. I have been soooo uber stressed!! 
The test I had Thursday was a pass or get kicked out test. I passed with a 95 A....Yeah Buddy =)
The lovely ridiculous hard test I had today was impossible and I probably didn't do to hot. Im just praying for a D...
The test I have Wednesday is two pass or get kicked out test.. Its a lot of information and it's two different types of test. One is a written skills test, which is 50 lovely questions on skills that I will preform in the hospital. The other test is a check off test, which means I get to do the old draw a name(medical procedure) out of a cup and I get to preform it in front of my instructions perfectly!! No stress, right??? Ha not
My mind is like spacing out.. I think im even starting to have panic attacks, or something like them.
I really need some me time like this Saturday.. I might go to the movies and see Abduction with Taylor Lautner :)
Im in definite need of prayer..


My quote/saying for this week is:

Jesus Take the Wheel....

Not My Day...

Today has just not been my day... 
It started off pretty good, and then on my way to school I got into a car accident. Don't worry, Im fine and so is the woman I rear-ened. I barley tapped her.. She was soo dramatic! But its all good.
I made it to school on time and all that good stuff. When I got home, come to find out my modem for the internet isn't working. So now I have a new modem coming in Friday, I hope... 
This day is getting better and better... Ha not.


But yesterday was a pretty good day!! :) 


Oh, and my quote/saying for the day is..

Never let weakness convince you that you lack strength

- Unknown 

Weekends Rock.!.

Oh I love the weekends, no school, no waking up early, its great. Today the Gators play, i got my jersey on :) I am doing a little bit of studying though. 
Friday was no a great lecture day; it was awful. I definitely need a break after that one. 
So here I am at home and hungry, nothing really new there, but my mom and sister are coming over so that should be fun. Im also watching a NCIS marathon, love it. 
So im just chillaxen today.  I read a few books these past few days, cleared my head a lot. I love to read. I reread The Chicagoland Vampire Novels, they are Awesome!! 
I may have said this before but I love quotes.. So here's one. 

Courage isn't the towering oak that sees the storm come and go; its the fragile blossom that opens in the snow. 

- Alice Swain

The First

Hi... I'm Shelbye :) and this is my first blog. I guess im doing this because im bored, which happens a lot and always seems to get the best of me, and because I have some stuff that I need to get out.
My stress life is now through the roof, all thanks to nursing school. I don't really have a life now, again thanks to nursing..
I have several passions: reading, music, movies, and food. I also have two things that are very important to me in my life and thats my family and nursing.. Though I kinda loose my mind a little with both of them, but I make it. 
So my life now mainly consist of nursing and family; I may get some me-time every now and then, which is must needed. But I have a few twist and turns in my life that make so much more enjoyable and troubling. 
So hopefully I make it...